Weirder and weird. I was just looking at these anime sites that I used to basically idolize and visit constantly. I wanted to make sites like them basically, only my own. With lots of visitors and people signing my guest book with praise.
Now I went back and looked at one and it's just dead. Even the people who made it admit they don't even watch anime that much anymore and they have no time or no interest in maintaining the site. It's sad and at the same time I haven't been to that site in ages, so I can't be really sad. I'm not missing anything, just the memory.
Maybe the dream, my old dream that is. I still want a badass, mothafucker of a website. I kinda have the time, but no ideas. I can't think of anything I could contribute to the greater world wide webage out there. I'm just depressing because these people had awesome sites, awesome enough for me to enjoy. And now they don't even care about them. And I kinda do... just a bit.